Wasted and Haunted

I can’t take the lies
And the deception any longer.
What did you mean when you said that?
Surely you don’t truly want me to die…
Otherwise you’d do it yourself.
Can’t contain this any longer,
I need to let this out.
The beast is no longer tame,
He has learned to be wild once more.
I want this to end,
I need this to end.
I need to know,
I want to understand.
Why does this have to be so difficult?
It always is.
I cannot grasp the meaning of easy,
What is it?
I certainly have never tasted it.
Yeah, you say you’re an open book,
Well, obviously you never told anyone
About your book covers
That you hide behind constantly.
The book covers that no one can even see.
You learned to hide them too well,
Even from me,
The one you claim to trust.
Thanks,
That is what a true stab in the heart feels like,
I’ve felt that one too many times,
I thought with you it would be different.
Guess not.