On A Valentine's Day

I can’t contain this anymore
I’m worthless.
I am utterly worthless,
I’m lost,
Has anyone found me?
Please tell me when you have.
I’m a sham,
I’m a shell of what I once was.
I once was so sure of myself,
I knew who I was,
I knew what I was doing,
I knew where I was going.
Now look at what I’ve become.
This broken mess,
Dying and bleeding on the floor.
I’ve lost what I once knew,
I’ve lost all I held dear,
I don’t know what the future holds
I don’t even want to know
Because it doesn’t matter to me.
Put me out of my misery,
This has gone on for far too long.
I’m empty inside,
And have forgotten
What it feels like to be whole.
I’ve been slowly dying for so long,
And now this is finally the end.
Now I can finally rest in peace
In my own silent abyss.
Into darkness to I fall…
And there will I remain
Forever.