It's Over

I hold it tight
To try and keep it
From spilling all over the floor.
But my heart…
It is breaking…
And it just won’t stop.
What I once held dear,
Is now crashing down around me.
I realize my stock,
Was in something never attainable.
Why do I shoot for the stars,
When I know I can’t even
Get what is two feet in front of me?
I can’t take this anymore.
I wish to be done with this masquerade.
I try to hold back the tears,
But there is no use in fighting it anymore.
You’re gone,
Or at least leaving,
So what does it matter anymore.
I scream,
But no one hears me.
I cry,
And everyone laughs at me.
I die,
And no one notices.
Is this really what I get
For trying to love you?
I thought it was done,
I thought my silent war
Was coming to a close,
But I guess it will never end…
I guess that’s just how
It will always be.
Goodbye to the pain.
Goodbye to the memories.
Goodbye my dear,
I loved you,
But I guess it
Wasn’t good enough for you,
But nothing I ever did
Ever was good enough for you,
Was it?