Confessions of Hatred

I want this pain
I need to feel
I need to know
That I’m still alive
Waiting,
Breathing,
Praying
For you to come.
Will you save me?
Or will you leave me to die
Just like everyone else
Before you
I swore I was done
This game with the devil
Holding my heart in my hand
I never thought
I’d lose again,
Suffering
Just to know
I am still
In the land
Of the living.
Unneeded for so long
What does love taste like?
Does it even exist?
Stone cold
My heart falls
As a rock
To the ground,
Not knowing
What true life feels like.
I’m done
I’m calling it quits
I accept my defeat,
I bear these chains,
Knowing I’m condemned.
Goodbye, O my soul.