Confession

I can’t take this anymore
I gotta get this off my chest.
I can’t live this lie anymore
I gotta shout this from a mountain top.
I haven’t know you long
And yet,
I know I need you.
I can’t take it
Because I know you’re already gone.
You are beyond my grasp,
And I know now that I can never have you.
Oh… this pain in my chest..
This heartache will be the end.
You are beautiful beyond compare.
Just a touch from you
Fills my inside
And makes me feel worth something.
All I want is to be with you,
Now that you’re already gone,
My heart is freezing…
It is becoming as stone.
Only you hold the key,
To bring life back to this
Ruined mess.
I know I can’t have you,
So I wish you the best on your way.
Though I will never stop asking
The question of how it could
Have been different.
What could I do differently…
It cannot be helped,
There is no hope.
“God,
Help me to move on,
And understand this is part of the plan.
Teach me
How to love again.”
Can I love you,
Though you’re already gone?
It breaks my heart
To know that this is the end,
But there is nothing I can do.
I’ve lost.