Fading Away

I ignored every sign
Along the way.
I wish I could go back
Maybe if I changed it,
We’d be different.
I can’t take this rift,
This has gone on
Far too long.
Hiding in fear,
I’m so afraid
To see your face…
Forget I said anything
Forget I even exist
The blood is flowing freely now
There is no escape,
I hear your scream
You cannot believe
What I’ve done.
I’m losing control,
I can’t see
What is hiding in front of me.
Crimson stains
Across my heart,
The blade was driven deep
Long ago.
We stood no chance
The game was over
Before it ever began,
I’m sorry
I’m not everything you
Ever dreamed of
I’ll submit to the
Failure that I have become.
I’m tired of the silence,
I’m tired of the pain,
Forgive me for giving in,
Forgive me for being so weak.