Cry

I need to let this out
I just want to let go
Maybe the feeling
Of tears streaming
Down my face
Will erase this pain
Ease the sorrow.
Every mistake
Tormenting me daily
Flashing their horrible
Faces in my mind.
I can’t forget
They won’t let me.
I want peace,
But I fear I will
Never feel it,
At least not today.
Leave me alone,
I’ll make it on my own
I’ve made it every time before,
You were never there
In the first place
What makes you think
I need you now?
Let me go,
I will only be worse off,
I can’t let you in,
I’m afraid of more pain.
I can’t bear this loss.