Never Again

You make me want to scream
To give up,
To not even try,
To say it is just not worth it.
How can this make you happy?
Does despair truly bring you joy?
Anger ravages my bones,
My rage has wearied my soul.
Too long this has gone on,
Too long I’ve let you have control.
Mistake after mistake
Has led up to this,
And I am so ready to let go.
Arms wide open,
Preparing for this jump,
The cliff is so welcoming,
The hands at the bottom,
So willing to bring me into darkness.
Wouldn’t that just thrill you.
To be the death of me.
Your touch is toxic,
Your words a poison
I grew accustomed to.
This game is over,
I’m letting go,
Get out of my head,
Stop talking,
Leave me alone,
Forget me,
As I forget you.