Love Unto Death

Sick to my stomach
As the numbness takes over.
Where did these feelings come from?
I can't count the number of deaths
I've died by your hands.
Slain by your sword
With a bloodlust
My blood can not satiatate.
I find myself constantly at your mercy,
Never knowing
What the end result will be. 
I long to trust you,
I just don't have the answers
Or the willpower
To resist any longer.
Can you hear this whisper?
I love you, 
But I fear this love
Will be the death of me.