I Miss You

Memories of yesterdays
Washing over me like rain.
My hands are freezing
Remembering the warmth
When our hands were clasped.
My eyes glaze over
As I remember your face.
Your eyes like black holes,
Drawing me in,
Leaving me lost.
Your voice melts my heart,
You had me from the beginning.
I don’t want to forget,
I can’t take the loss.
As our eyes meet,
I know this is how
It is meant to be.
No darkness,
No pessimism,
No endings.
The glass is overflowing,
Blinding is the light
The only step is forward.
Counting down the moments
Until I have you in my arms again.
Together we’ll walk
Into eternity.

Together in Paradise

Not all songs are happy,
This song might even make you cry.
I watched as he held her hand,
Kissed her goodnight, and walked away.

Not all songs are happy,
This song doesn’t have a happy ending.
She watched him leave,
Cried to herself, for she knew this was the last.

He said he loved you,
Why couldn’t you listen?
She said this just isn’t right,
What are you doing?

He watches as the lights draw nearer,
He doesn’t even bother to scream,
As the cars collide.
“I already told her goodbye.” He silently prays.
“God watch over her, it’s your show now.”

He said he loved you,
Why couldn’t you listen?
She said this just isn’t right,
What are you doing?

Kissed by an angel,
She knew what she had lost.
He tried to save her,
But her heart belonged to another.
Quietly observing it all, the other storms
“So this is what you do behind my back?”
Beaten so bad, who now is she?
Unrecognizable, she falls asleep.

He said he loved you,
Why couldn’t you listen?
She said this just isn’t right,
What are you doing?

Finally together,
Neither happy how,
Their spirits intertwined for eternity,
He holds her hand,
She holds him tight.
One last time,
They stare into the other’s eyes.
“I love you”, now together we go.

Make Me Whole

Here's my first shot at writing a song.. I don't have any kind of a tune in my head, since I can't play any instruments, but here's my shot.


Caught in a vortex of unyielding pain
You scream to me,
Desperately crying out to me to come to the light.
I’m so lost in this darkness, Where is the light?!

A shot in the dark, I feel nothing more
My silent plea, where have you gone?
Have you abandoned me? Was this not hell enough?
Demonic shadows dancing over my body,
Why won’t you save me?

I’m alive, but I can’t feel you
I’m alive, but I can’t see you.
Touch my life, make me whole
I owe you my all, I give you my life.

A hand from nowhere, You stretched out to grab me.
Lost in the depths, Lord you pursue me.
I’m numb with pain, Yet I can feel it slipping away.
Coming back to my senses, The shadows are leaving.

The pain remains, Yet I hold onto You.
Rescued from the Pit,
From the nothingness that has taken over my life.
You show no signs of pain being erased,
Yet I’m drawn to You, and I cannot look away.

I’m alive, I can finally feel you
I’m alive, I can finally see you
Touch my life, make me whole
I owe you my all, I give you my life.

I’m alive, I can finally feel you (Your warm embrace)
I’m alive, I can finally see you (The veil torn away)
Touch my life, make me whole (I need only you)
I owe you my all, I give you my life. (My God, you are mine)

Here Comes the Rain Again

I can feel it again
…Finally
I can feel your love
Washing over me
Maybe that’s why
I love the rain so much
I feel like my sinful stains
Are falling away.
I can feel myself being cleaned
Renewed.
I feel alive again,
Something that has become so rare
The void is gone
The bridge is restored
Your hand reaching out to me
Something I did not expect.
Something beautiful
Something new
I can feel your warm embrace
A touch of strong security
Reassurance coursing through my veins.
Open the floodgates of Heaven
Let the rain pour on down.
Restore my heart,
O my God.
You are mine,
As I am Your’s.
Wrap me in Your strong arms,
Forgive me,
As I am finally made clean.

Cries in Vain

Silent assassin,
kiss of death,
painful tears
flow from her eyes.
She held my hand
Showed me her heart,
I showed her mine,
I didn't see
The knife
Behind her back.
Always seeing,
Never trusting.
Closed eyes,
With a broken soul,
Clock on the wall,
Every tick
Counting down.
Numbness kicks in
I can't see her eyes
As she hold my hand
Her eyes bore holes
Through my heart.
Her deadly kiss,
The poison
Running its course
Through my veins.
I can't see her eyes,
She's the most beautiful
Person I've ever seen.
As I hold her,
I refuse to say goodbye.

Twilight

Save me
From these haunting memories
The darkest day
Of my darkest night.
A terrifying dream
This night never ends.
I froze when I saw her face.
Brilliant as the sun
Terrifying as facing death.
In this moment,
I knew it was my end.
She took my hand,
I lost all my will
To escape.
She took me in
Heart, Mind, Soul.
I couldn't say goodbye,
Nor did I ever want to.
Rescued from the night,
She loved me
More than her own life.
She is the most terrifying person,
and yet the most exquisite.
In her arms,
I know nothing can ever harm us.
Rescued from all lonliness,
I will never need again.
Her arms hold all the security
I could ever need.
She is afraid of holding me too close
Afraid of hurting me.
I have no fear.
She is not my savior,
But she is my heart.

Defying Gravity

Rising above the clouds,
The dawn gliding across my thoughts,
The sunset of my dreams,
Becoming reality.
My heart founds its rest
In the most unlikely place.
Superman couldn't save me,
But who says I need saving.
High in the sky,
I feel so free,
Safe from my nightmares,
Safe from all pain.
Gravity can't hold me down
I'm no longer here.
Arms held out to the sky,
Eyes closed,
I can feel you here,
Right where you belong,
In my arms,
Forever we will be together
Forever I remain,
Your's.