Pain

I wish there was a way
For you to understand
The hell you've put me through.
The blood is still fresh
From every wound
You have ever caused me.
The ending to the story was so close
I could actually taste it.
You stole the ending
Right at the climax of pain.
An indescribable rage
Fills my soul
When I see
All the damage you've wrought.
You've burned your face
Into more lives than I thought possible. 
I can't take this war anymore,
Just go away. 
Forget closure,
Forget healing.
Just go away,
Time won't heal these scars,
But at least you can't
Give me any fresh ones.
I've had enough.
Before the beast gets released
Take a hint.
The trauma of a new beginning
Is something
I can't wait to sink
My teeth into. 
Please,
Spare me just this once,
Allow me just this one escape. 
Leave me alone,
And just disappear.