One in a Million

The beginning of something new
Is always
The scariest place to start.
So many secrets,
So many thoughts raging
Try to keep up
As everything spills over.
I long to look
Into your eyes
To fully understand you.
What is the meaning of this,
As my hearts drums
Against my ribcage,
And my pulse races rapidly.
All you are doing
Is smiling at me
A smile that calms oceans,
You bring a joy,
You don’t understand.
My heart is breaking
Into millions of pieces
I can’t catch them all
As they fall.
It aches at the thought
Of you leaving,
Walking away.
You are not mine,
Will you ever be?
Are you just a dream?
Or will you stay
A part of my reality.