Sometimes

Sometimes
I just don't know
What to say.
The words come out all wrong,
My thoughts spill out over each other,
And the confusion is clear.
The only song
My heart wants to sing
Is of the love
I have for you.
Fear of the unknown
Mistrust of my feelings,
Doubt of yours
All hold me back.
My heart aches,
My stomach is turning.
Where is this going?
Will the future ever be clear?
I'd fight the tides for you,
But are up for the fight as well?