Crush

Don’t toy with my mind
This is the point we’ve reached.
Is this really what is going on?
The confession my heart has whispered
More times than I can count,
You mean more to me
Then I even know how to tell you.
A fear has gripped me for so long,
The fear of not knowing.
Will you accept me?
Will this ruin the friendship we have?
Acid burns in my chest
When I see another guy
Talking to you like that,
And the smile that lights up your face.
More and more I realize
My life isn’t like the movies.
The guy doesn’t always get the girl
Prince Charming doesn’t always come
Riding on the white horse.
I hope and pray
That you can see and hear me,
Will my confession
Fall on deaf ears?
Does it even matter
What you mean to me?
I’m not famous,
I’m nothing special,
I’m just the one
Who wants to hold you
In his arms,
And be the one there for you always.
Does it even matter?
It may be just a crush,
But I don’t care.
All I want is you,
Do you feel the same?