Confessions

I see you nearly everyday
We talk all the time.
Before we’re even close
To being done hanging out,
We’re already planning
The next time.
There is so much similarity
Between us,
And yet there is also
Much difference.
You are probably
One of the most real things
In my life.
I hate it when I’m not near you,
I miss you incredibly
When you’re away.
I honestly feel
Like I’ve known you forever.
You may think I’m crazy,
Heck, you’ve told me so
Countless times,
But I need you.
I love you,
More than you could understand.
You blow me off,
And I’m still here.
You cling to me
During hard times,
And I ache
As you explain
I’ve never seen you cry,
You’re strong,
But you can’t hide.
I know you far too well.
All this time,
I thought you knew
What has gone on
In my head.
Clearly I’m wrong,
And you haven’t caught on.
Soon enough,
I’m coming clean,
And I’ll make sure
You know how I feel.
I love you,
And I need you,
I understand
You may not feel
The same way.
But maybe,
Just maybe…
I’m wrong.
I hope
That you just keep
Your cards close,
And play them
At just the right time.
You know
How to make me jealous,
You know
How to make me respond.
As cliché as it sounds,
No one has ever made me feel
The way that you do.
I pray,
That we will be together…
One day.
Even if it is years down the road.