Cries in Vain

Silent assassin,
kiss of death,
painful tears
flow from her eyes.
She held my hand
Showed me her heart,
I showed her mine,
I didn't see
The knife
Behind her back.
Always seeing,
Never trusting.
Closed eyes,
With a broken soul,
Clock on the wall,
Every tick
Counting down.
Numbness kicks in
I can't see her eyes
As she hold my hand
Her eyes bore holes
Through my heart.
Her deadly kiss,
The poison
Running its course
Through my veins.
I can't see her eyes,
She's the most beautiful
Person I've ever seen.
As I hold her,
I refuse to say goodbye.

Twilight

Save me
From these haunting memories
The darkest day
Of my darkest night.
A terrifying dream
This night never ends.
I froze when I saw her face.
Brilliant as the sun
Terrifying as facing death.
In this moment,
I knew it was my end.
She took my hand,
I lost all my will
To escape.
She took me in
Heart, Mind, Soul.
I couldn't say goodbye,
Nor did I ever want to.
Rescued from the night,
She loved me
More than her own life.
She is the most terrifying person,
and yet the most exquisite.
In her arms,
I know nothing can ever harm us.
Rescued from all lonliness,
I will never need again.
Her arms hold all the security
I could ever need.
She is afraid of holding me too close
Afraid of hurting me.
I have no fear.
She is not my savior,
But she is my heart.

Defying Gravity

Rising above the clouds,
The dawn gliding across my thoughts,
The sunset of my dreams,
Becoming reality.
My heart founds its rest
In the most unlikely place.
Superman couldn't save me,
But who says I need saving.
High in the sky,
I feel so free,
Safe from my nightmares,
Safe from all pain.
Gravity can't hold me down
I'm no longer here.
Arms held out to the sky,
Eyes closed,
I can feel you here,
Right where you belong,
In my arms,
Forever we will be together
Forever I remain,
Your's.

Tears Don't Fall

How do I make this stop
Like a hammer
Shattering the glass window
The mirror of my soul
The heart of everything
I once knew.
Dying inside
A darkness
I'm trying to understand.
Trust too simple to believe.
This isn't what I meant
When I said I needed you.
I'm not a slave to this feeling,
I do not need you to live.
I can't say goodbye,
Because you're a part of my heart.
Show me what went wrong.
Tell me why you lied.
Tell me,
Because I need to understand.
This silence leading me along
Is more than I can take.
Show me your heart,
Show me how to love.
The darkest night
Is only a heartbeat away.
The death in your eyes,
Explains it all.
Bitterness and hate
Are your true thoughts.
Let me in,
I can't leave you alone.
Like a wounded soldier,
I can mend you,
You just have to let me.